been awhile!

okay so i told myself i wouldn't get far behind on this but it looks like i have. though i never meant to, its been a little crazy lately with all of that holiday bs and actually being social for once i really don't know what to do with myself. i will be glad when the holiday season is over with mostly because it has hindered me going to the mall for anything -- literally, i really don't want to shop for anyone because that means i have to park, and by park i mean park in the neighboring state because there are fifty million people fighting for the one "prime" parking spot that isn't even that wonderful.... so instead i take the option of fighting with the oncoming traffic speeding at me in the parking lot and hoof my way through to reach nordstroms or macy's depending on my poison. i'm a pretty patient person i'd say though really i am not that patient i hate most people, most scenarios and i am usually screaming in my car fifteen minutes into my drive home from work because of some douchebag -- to make a long story short: i hate shopping and i hate shopping in any sense so that means either for me, for someone else and definitely for the holiday season fuck that shit people can wait until january for their presents because honestly i am not going to fight with a million and a half old lady soccer mom's in minivans for the last pair of cozy slipper socks in "lilac." thank the baby jesus that this shit is almost over i can't say i'm a big fan of the destiny's child version of the little drummer boy